Welp, guys, I’m officially over my job. I hate it. I feel physically sick every morning knowing I have to go.
I mean, I don’t have to but I do because I need the money to pay my loans and half the rent. Although, Kevin supports me quitting and said he can handle the rent while I find a new job. I just don’t know how to quit.
I think it’s all the guilt.
Getting fired would actually be much easier given that I’m on probation at work due to attendance policies that are bullshit. All I’d have to do is call out OR never go back lol. But it seems idk how to do that either.
It’s definitely guilt.
Anyway, here’s an email I got this morning from some astrology website I signed up for in college:
"Dear Ms. Feliciano
Those who know themselves can react calmly to the challenges of the times. Maybe you - like many others - currently sense an increased inner tension, are confronted with vague fears or experience feelings of disorientation. This state of mind is reflected in the current planetary constellations. This is a time for setting a new course in life - fears are a natural reaction of the psyche to profound and far-reaching changes.”